Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Delicious.

Ahem. Well.

Okay, I'll get right to it. I POAS twice today, and I find myself in the possession of a faint-but-unmistakable positive. In other words, HOLY FUCKING SHIT.

My beta is Friday, and I vow to pee on dozens of sticks between now and then to make sure this isn't going away. I am currently packing one positive HPT in my purse because I brought a stick to pee on at work. That's a high-risk maneuver, but who could help it after so many years of snowy, snowy white tests?

I hope it isn't ectopic, chemical, blighted, or otherwise doomed. For now, though, I can't believe it, by which I mean I'm elated!

(If you know me in real life, please keep this to yourself until you receive the official word, handshake, tap on the shoulder, and coded message that it is okay to reveal. There is still so much that can go awry.)

12 comments:

Hope548 said...

I want to say congratulations, but for now, let me say you're off to a good start! I will keep you in my prayers! I hope you get many more + HPTs with darker and darker lines!

Hope548 said...

I also have to say, I had a funny feeling just now that I should check your blog just now, even though I looked at it this morning. Turns out just 12 minutes ago you posted this! Women's intuition I guess!

Hope548 said...

Apparently I like to say just now a lot just now!
Ok, I'm done! Congrats!

Midwestern Deadbeat said...

Well you know from my maniacal email how I feel about this, so here in this public forum, I'll just extend a very sober "Congratulations."

Apparently the Squigster knows something is up, too; he's been rolling around like a tumbleweed all day.

Jane said...

Let me join the chorus of public, cautiously optimistic congratulations, while inside I burst with glee.

As I mentioned in my email, the sea monkeys, like Squig and Hope548, also must have known something good was afoot, as they seemed to be throwing a small but raucous party in my womb today, involving much Elaine-from-Seinfeld-like dancing.

bihari said...

Euphoric over here too! Wahoo!!!!!!!

Ahem. Attempting to get a grip.

Nope, no grip. Wahoo!!!!!!

My Reality said...

HOLY FUCKING SHIT is right! Way to go! Will you post pics of the pee tests for us? I am dying to see them! I am sure Friday won't come soon enough!

Motel Manager said...

My Reality, I tried to take photos of the pee sticks, but my digital camera kind of sucks and you can't get a good close-up. (You can kind of see how the camera sucks in the photo below - not in focus.) If you're too far away from the pee sticks, you can't see the positive, and if I use the flash, it whites out the whole damned thing.

Emmie said...

Awesome!!!! I've had a good feeling about this one--so glad to see it coming true! With blasts as pretty as yours, this must be right. Congrats and can't wait to hear the official news.

MSF said...

time to delurk (hope it's ok that i've been lurking). this rocks! i will want more info as soon as possible!

VanillaDreams said...

This is friggin' awesome!!!!!

Yes, yes....I know, we all know, so many things can go wrong....But like I've said in the past, you have to start SOMEWHERE, and hey, a positive IS a positive, and it's always better than a flat out negative, right?!?!? ;)

Hope this is the ONE for you...can't wait to hear more POAS updates and beta news!!!

Yay!

TLB said...

You already know how I feel about this, but I'll just say it again...
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!